成仙之路

 適逢業界淡季（或許再也沒有旺季？），無聊上班日的午後，厭倦FB，懶得撲浪，而且猛盯著螢幕的眼睛很酸，於是隨手拿起鉛筆畫下腦裡的影像 —

下午三、四點，肚子餓了起來，想吃點東西...

It is fun when things go extreme. I did a drawing of an interview outfit to impress hiring managers or to scare them away. I love it because it is quite surreal.

我要丟棄過去的自己。
我過去是:自卑的。命不太好的。面對命運是懦弱的。
很壓抑的。過度敏感的。總是先苦後甘的。太過被動的。

"If you have been rejected many times in your life, then one more rejection isn't going to make much difference. If you're rejected, don't automatically assume it's your fault. The other person may have several reasons for not doing what you are asking her to do: none of it may have anything to do with you. Perhaps the person is busy or not feeling well or genuinely not interested in spending time with you. Rejections are part of everyday life. Don't let them bother you. Keep reaching out to others. When you begin to receive positive responses then you are on the right track. It's all a matter of numbers. Count the positive responses and forget about the rejections."

個性上的盲點往往是阻礙進步的元兇。
或許不自覺它的存在，就算知道也不想承認吧！

  
在我漫長的音樂之旅中，發現 current 93 這個發源於英國倫敦的黑暗民謠團體，像是如獲至寶。我愛它時而哀愁婉約，時而歇斯底里的旋律和深沈卻非常有趣的歌詞。會讓焦躁的心情冷靜下來。Black Ships Ate The Sky 於2006年出版，Dutro由發行。此專輯環繞著世界末日為中心，“惡魔艦隊們將天空吞噬啦！“像是以中了邪的語氣警醒著世人，“快逃，不然來不及了！“ 透露了對滅亡的恐懼。